Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Monday, January 30, 2012
Anyone Who Reads This Please Pray!
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So, I'm kind of stressed.
I've been having spiritual emotional breakdown after spiritual emotional breakdown today. I'm beginning to think watching the Passion of the Christ was a bad idea. I'm not sure i was spiritually ready. I've been having emotional breakdowns throughout the past two days but, even after being prayed for, they're getting worse. I'm really not able to find comfort in anything today. i really wish T.J. was here right now but he's at school all day today.
I'm in excruciating agony today, but i know that God has a purpose for my suffering. It must be from Him because Prayer made me worse, not better. plus it doesn't feel like the devil. I'm only effected when I'm really close to God, a time when the devil can't harm me.
I ask anyone reading this to ask God to give me strength in this hard time, even if it's something that will effect me the rest of my life.
I will keep posting updates every day this week. even if no one else reads this it has helped me to just post what I'm going through right now.
So, I'm kind of stressed.
I've been having spiritual emotional breakdown after spiritual emotional breakdown today. I'm beginning to think watching the Passion of the Christ was a bad idea. I'm not sure i was spiritually ready. I've been having emotional breakdowns throughout the past two days but, even after being prayed for, they're getting worse. I'm really not able to find comfort in anything today. i really wish T.J. was here right now but he's at school all day today.
I'm in excruciating agony today, but i know that God has a purpose for my suffering. It must be from Him because Prayer made me worse, not better. plus it doesn't feel like the devil. I'm only effected when I'm really close to God, a time when the devil can't harm me.
I ask anyone reading this to ask God to give me strength in this hard time, even if it's something that will effect me the rest of my life.
I will keep posting updates every day this week. even if no one else reads this it has helped me to just post what I'm going through right now.
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