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So, I'm kind of stressed.
I've been having spiritual emotional breakdown after spiritual emotional breakdown today. I'm beginning to think watching the Passion of the Christ was a bad idea. I'm not sure i was spiritually ready. I've been having emotional breakdowns throughout the past two days but, even after being prayed for, they're getting worse. I'm really not able to find comfort in anything today. i really wish T.J. was here right now but he's at school all day today.
I'm in excruciating agony today, but i know that God has a purpose for my suffering. It must be from Him because Prayer made me worse, not better. plus it doesn't feel like the devil. I'm only effected when I'm really close to God, a time when the devil can't harm me.
I ask anyone reading this to ask God to give me strength in this hard time, even if it's something that will effect me the rest of my life.
I will keep posting updates every day this week. even if no one else reads this it has helped me to just post what I'm going through right now.
if you read the above please post a comment so I know you read it. I feel kind of alone right now so it will help to know people are praying for me.
ReplyDeleteHey dude, it's Aaron.
ReplyDeleteI'm praying for you, bro. If you ever need to talk, call me. I'm here for you.
Aaron you are an amazing person and a terific freind! Thank you so much!
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