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So I decided to post a new blog today to say how I feel but then i realized that I don't actually know how I feel right now.

I just know that I sick and tiered of my new found emotions.

I didn't use to be an emotional person, and I didn't like it.

But now that I am emotional my emotions have decided to go haywire!

One moment I'll feel really close to God and I'll know I can do anything with his help, and the next moment I feel tiered and like I'm about to fall over and die at any minute.

I know that God has a reason for my suffering and that He's always going to be right here with me, but right now I just want it all to go away.

Unfortunately the one thing I want most right now is a hug and, amazing as He is, God is not able to give out physical hugs, at least, not personally.

I mean, I understand why he can't. That whole "NO ONE SHALL SEE THE FACE OF GOD," thing.  But I wish He could, because I really need a hug right now. :(