The one thing I forgot through all my suffering is that God never gives us something to great for us to handle!
He would never do that. He loves us too much. And when we shut the door to our heart to keep him out He's not on the the other side, knocking on the door and waiting for us to open it for Him. He's on the other side of the door with a giant hammer trying to brake the door down.
You see, He'll never give up on you because nothing can separate us from Him, even if we run away. Because His love never fails us. It didn't fail us when He was brutally beaten and then nailed to a tree, so why should it ever fail us!
Even when we think we've shut Him out completely He still finds a way in!
Our God is an Awesome God, and I don't want anyone reading this to forget that, including me!
So, Aaron, something about your last comment really bothered me. It was the part where you told me I needed to talk to someone to get help. One thing that bothered me was that, although you provided me with a list full of amazing people who would have been of great help, you left off out the person who would have been, and was, the greatest help.
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If you had come to me for help that's the first person I would have told you to go to.
Also I really hated the part where you said you weren't equiped to help me. I really hate how you're always degrading yourself. You are an amazingly gifted person and one of God's greatest creations. You were the most help to me over the past few days.
You told me once that you wanted to be a counceler, but you also said that you didn't think you'd be very good at it after all you've been through. But it's for that reason that I think you'd be good at conciling. You understand how hard it is to go through something like this. You can relate to other peoples problems, and you're really good at talking them through them.
You are an incredibly gifted person, and you can do anything through Christ who stregthens you.
Don't ever forget that!
You are very special preson and I love you so much. You are an amazing freind.